Reality Dream

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Finally my call to the Love Factory Customer Service was picked, we all know how long that 'on hold' moment can be. Always good to make the call early to allow for the waiting period. So, the customer service representative asked for my description and Confirmed availability, and I gave my address for delivery purposes. Then tension, butterflies and anxiety creeped in, fear of numerous unknowns, past mistakes and so many other things.

 Long story short, Love was delivered to my door sooner than I had actually expected but hey, I was not about to start complaining. I am a master 'smiler' so I went ahead to open the door with this huge smile that would melt even the strongest king. Love was standing right there leaning on my door in such a pose that was meant to just dismantle my thinking capabilities. Damn! Did I not just love this new delivery? Handsome, right age, right taste and all those little toppings Love comes with (you feel me girls?).
Love: You must be the lovely Valentine
Valentine: You must be the handsome Love
Love: Call me your dream come true sweetheart...
Valentine: (Heart racing..) Yes by all means, may I also call you my king?
Love: Call me whatever you like cupcake, am all yours now...
Valentine: Come right in Love, I do not want you catching a cold out here, it's warmer inside where I can take care of you...

 (Love lifting his body off my door to get into my house...) I hear an alarm go off... 

 Another dream! Damn it!

 Dear Love,

I like how you come alive in my dreams, that's a good sign right? 

 Yours, (well, not yours yet)
Valentine. 

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